she's so tough and strong

This afternoon, Laura coughed 4 or so times. She hasn't coughed at all up till then. She really started gasping and having very labored breaths but after 30-40 minutes she evened out. We have her on her side. She is breathing shallowly yet regularly.

Sitting in this bedroom day in and day out just feel surreal and normal at the same time. Ani and I have spent so much time together. The hot sun and breeze feels so good blowing and glowing through the room, but they are foreign when I step outside. The world just keeps spinning.  And bills just keep coming. I paid bills in bed for the first time...