Obituary and continue to post

Here is Laura's obituary:
https://www.dailyastorian.com/obituaries/obituary-laura-snyder/article_392549e4-d31e-11e9-ae38-df74782c8055.html

I plan to continue to post occasionally. I feel unmourned and moving at half speed. I am not really sleeping. I assumed that once Laura passed and I was not lying in bed listening to her breathing, wheezing, gasping and long pauses between breathing. but now that the bed is crazy big all of a sudden, I can't sleep.

We are not sure if streaming the Celebration of Life will actually work, but we are filming it and will put up a link of the service here and on you tube whether we stream it or not.  I will update this blog about that part.